Unsaid

And He swallowed it

Because it was simpler that way

Because He was scared

Nobody stayed. Everytime He opened His door for someone, they all left

He was used to it, people leaving, He was used to locking everyone out, building the wall around His heart

He collapsed into the bed, pulling the blanket around Him as he tried to drift in sleep

Because if He thought about it anymore, He would become aware that He was only lying to himself, and that would weight Him down evenmore

He built a wall around his heart, He'd never let it fall apart, but strangely He wished secretly it would fall apart when He was asleep

The tears that He was holding back, the words that became a lump at His throat

He Swallowed it all


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