Rabu, 31 Desember 2014
Jumat, 07 November 2014
Amidst the wood under the faint moonlight
Refuse to stay away from darkness blanket
Refuse to stay away from her
Like a bet made in a black jack play
So mysterious it draw attention from all part
Refuse to distracted
Refuse to forgotten
Like midnight tonight
Cloudy misty dimly lit
Refuse to not fog the red moon
Refuse to not resemble the edginess in her mind
Selasa, 23 September 2014
I left my heart for the wide shallow turquoise natural swimming pool
I left my heart for nemo
I left my heart for broken corals too
Let me tell about my trip, as per usual i will provide my itinerary for days, and recommend what good and not
Arrived in Jepara at 3.30 am with dead eyes and broken bones (because of 24 hr road trip, we just arrived at home from Wonogiri at 8 pm and start to drive again at 12 am). We went to the mosque at central town, waiting for pray time, and rest a bit. At 5 am we went directly to the Kartini harbor, the guide said our ferry will arrived at 6 am and sailed at 7 pm.
So we took our breakfast at the local canteen in hurry, and prepare for the boat. The queue is already off when we ready to enter the ferry, its a peak season so we prepare for the crowded people scattering at the every corner of the ship.
Our ferry, Siginjay, harbored in Karimun Jawa exactly at 12 pm, the beach was so clear even though its a busy harbour.
My expectation rose up, where else I could find a harbour without shiny oily water. We picked up by our guide and he drove us to a nice homestay named Arafah. We rest and had lunch upon the dining room. Our local treat was a bowl of delicious fish soup with coconut milk or we call it "Gulai Ikan". Its spicy hot and its heaven. Oh, wait, a lot more heaven will be told after this.
Dad went somewhere related to fishing things with brothers while me and sister have so many list to do in Karimun beside the main sea tour. Based on the instagram screening, we show the picture that we desire to visit to our local guide. He said the pictures was a mangrove forest and Joko tuwo hill. Because mangrove forest located a bit far from our home stay and we need to rent a motorbike cost 40.000/hr, that afternoon we visited Joko tuwo hill first.
It takes not more than 15 minutes hikes up the green hill. The sunset is nice from above the hill. I have a good time there and took many amazing pictures.
I bet it nicer when its not too crowded.
Dinner and rest.
Sailed by wooden ship to the beautiful targets.
First stop was Cemara besar. Snorkeling time~ finally
Its not my first time snorkeling, but its my first time taking an underwater photography (Dive). Its wonderful. Its not that I can diving, I had helped by the guide , they push me far under the sea surface and took nice underwater photos. It such an amazing experience.
Next stop was Menjangan kecil island. The island is nice, but the snorkling spot was almost the same with Cemara Besar.
After that we went to Cemara Kecil island. While the first two destination is snorkling spot, this time its beachy beach. The tide was high enough, even its summer, well..you cant always predict Poseidon mood.
Our ship mored in Cemara Kecil island, the beach was white, beautiful, and clear. The guide grilled fishes by firewood while we playing on the beach.
Tanjung Gelam Beach
First stop snorkling spot. I dont know what the spot name is, its beautiful, its really near Karimun Jawa island. The coral were more colorful than the snorkling spot on the first day.
is heaven. Truely amazing shallow beach ever. I dont even care for my skin burned so bad because of hours of playing and swimming in this natural swimming pool. Taking photo in this beach is an addiction, never enough. You gonna want to take more and more photo because of its too perfect. This is the only beach i met foreigners, and they even camp in there.
Same snorkling spot with the first one which i forgot the name, where i could meet Nemo.
Shark captivity (Penangkaran Hiu). Its not worth to visit, i can't stand seeing shark captivated in the small pool. And even worst ; Balloon fish, starfish, and stingray become a mere properties for visitor photo shoot. They seems in anguish when the visitors take turn to held them in their hand. I can't even stand to look at two small turtles placed in a bowl of sea water , toyed by a kid, i plan to throw them secretly to the sea, but then a visitor caught us and said we can't.
Arrived at homestay
Took the express ship to Jepara.
*i'll complete this with pictures when i have time, Gosh. Sowryy :)
Selasa, 15 Juli 2014
“Acceptance is the key to be, to be truly free”-Katy Pery
Minggu, 13 Juli 2014
Kamis, 24 April 2014
Kadang, hubungan manusia itu bisa sedemikian rumitnya
Pernah terpikir untuk berhenti peduli?
Menutup telinga, dan mata
Karena saking jenuhnya, saking lelahnya, dan kita sampai di suatu titik dimana kita memutuskan untuk berhenti peduli
Well, saya pernah melakukannya
Satu tahun yang terasa seperti seabad
Awalnya hanya menutup telinga dan mata,
Namun perlahan tanpa disadari, kamu juga akan menutup hati
Kebahagiaan dari sekitar terasa hambar,
Rasa sakit pun gak cukup lagi untuk membuat mu menangis,
Gak bisa merasakan apapun,
Lalu saat itu terjadi, kamu selalu ingin sendiri
Berbicara dan tertawa menjadi hal yang melelahkan,
Tanpa disadari kamu mendorong mereka satu persatu keluar lingkaran,
Hubungan antar manusia memang melelahkan,
Namun kita adalah mahluk sosial yang lemah,
Yang mebutuhkan orang lain
Kita gak bisa hidup sendiri
Saat kamu memutuskan untuk berhenti peduli,
Dan bebas sendiri
Sebenernya kamu ga bebas
Kamu terjerat di zona nyaman mu
Dimana kamu terlalu takut untuk tersakiti lagi, terlalu gengsi untuk dijatuhkan lagi, terlalu tinggi untuk diejek dihina
Kamu terlalu takut untuk berhubungan dengan mereka
Karena saat kamu keluar dari zona nyaman itu,
Dan kamu berbicara, kamu berpendapat, kamu mengatakan isi hati yang sebenarnya,
Maka hanya akan ada dua hasil;
1. Kamu salah dihina diejek, which is sesuai prediksi , namun hatimu lega karena kamu sudah mencoba
2. Kamu akan terkejut dengan hal yang gak kamu duga.
Did you think it would? Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?
Jumat, 11 April 2014
Senin, 24 Maret 2014
Minggu, 23 Maret 2014
Senin, 10 Maret 2014
Ada juga yang narrow minded
Makanya saya bilang caleg butuh mentoring juga. Misalnya distance 'mentoring' learning dari program para gubernur/ walikota yang kreatif itu; Pak Jokowi, Bu Risma, Pak Ganjar, Pak Ridwan Kamil, de el el.
Biar kebuka horizonnya, ga sempit kaya kamar kos #curhat.
Sabtu, 15 Februari 2014
About what was the most beautiful english word in the world
What do you think took first place?
Followed by Passion, Smile, Love and Eternity.
Eternity belongs to after life. Every one dream about heaven but only some prepare for it.
Love is the prize of a game named Life.
Smile treasured by strong people. Because weak people can't smile eventhough they in not so hard situation.
Passion is a starter to do any positive things.
Mother, is what she is for me. The one I pray eternity in heaven. The one smiles in the happy or strenous time. Wearing passion as her clothes to have a better life for family. Giving love trough the hard days.
Mother is what I dream to be in the near future
Selasa, 11 Februari 2014
There are days when we fear a lot
Mind full of anxiety
But let me tell you
Fear is much better than regret
For not doing something when we are older,
For not giving it a try,
Turn your fear into shots of adrenaline
Surround your self with gazillion brilliant people
When you lose your way they will spark you with new positive energy
They will become a gentle reminder of what your purpose of living a life
Jumat, 07 Februari 2014
Rabu, 05 Februari 2014
Cloud left to shade its new master
Wheel of life turn rotated
She know sometime things bitter
God never unfair to begin with
She was holding what she promise
Head bloody but unbowed
One thing she believe
God will embrace
At the right time
Rabu, 29 Januari 2014
Waking up joyous and with a beautiful mood to start a day.
Where humid air and soft sun light peeking from curtain become a nice companion to the player of this Capriccio for fortepiano
The climax where main melody switched from high notes to low notes is superbly exciting.
4. Chopin-Nocturne in C minor op.Posth
Resignation in graciousness.
Sincerely releases the burden they try to withhold
The depth array of mixed slow and fast motion in the main rhythm draw a surrender tired mind and body to the symphony.
I’ve been trapped enchanted since it played in ‘The Pianist’ by Polish legend Władysław.
3. Chopin-Nocturne op.48 no.1
The Nocturne in C minor has been categorized as one of Chopin's greatest emotional achievements
Where sadness, resurrection, succumbed, and anger, fight to become the strongest.
Kleczytheński commented that the middle section "is the tale of a still greater grief told in an agitated recitando; celestial harps come to bring one ray of hope, which is powerless in its endeavor to calm the wounded soul, which...sends forth to heaven a cry of deepest anguish."
2. Liszt-La Campanella
Mysterious and gracious, but give a hint of immense beauty.Like something difficult to reach, being chased and it leads to something.
To the wonderful and mighty world never known.
To the shimmering bell room where the light and dust dance to each other.
Then the secret opened page by page, you starting to fathom.
The climax is everything about dazling and magnificent.
1. Chopin-Ballade op.23
It’s like a story.
Told from a child to mother,
Told from someone to her/his lover, to a best friend, or to a foreigner he vaguely trust.
The story about up and down, high and deep,hope and despair of life.
Strong and very weak state
The climax is so ethereal yet robust, intricate, and PERFECT.
Jumat, 17 Januari 2014
Until that afternoon, when I lied flat on my back in the bedroom
Gazed away through the window in to the gloomy sky
So was you came
It was dry and I was thirst
You smelled so good, so right
Like earth, like sky, like grass, like Mother Nature
And without I realized, I missed you so much
That time I adore you
Up until now
Always delighted when I see you
Day, or night, or morning
You made me pray and sing a lot
I want to receive you when other can't
I want to drenched in you when other avoid
I want to smile to you when other frown
Selasa, 14 Januari 2014
And, one dance you should try. I love it much since step up 4. Its Contemporary!
They said its modern version of Ballet. For me, why its fun, is because you can express your self with in the slow music, you dont need skill, just move freely, flowing, slowly and feel the music.
The most favorite song to do this is...this
Ah, I should really join contemporary class this year.